“Shutting down now,” Go to sleep. “Forget you saw,” Don’t repeat. “Ignore and turn away,” You didn’t see. Flaws and failures, There still a mystery. “Just shine and shine,” Cover up so much. Truth is blind so don’t even touch. “I don’t ask this lightly I expect you to comply if at first you don’t [...]
Archive for the ‘poem’ Category
Conversation With a Mirror
Posted in From The Old Blog, growing up, peom, poem, poetry, Repost from old blog, tagged Mirror, Narcissism, peom, poem, poetry, Repost from old blog, Self deception on May 25, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
My Muse is Bipolar
Posted in anxiety, journal, peom, poem, poetry, Repost from old blog, tagged Inspiration, Muse, My Muse, peom, poem, Repost from old blog on May 19, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
It comes sometimes, inspiration, in fits and spurts, short starts and abrupt ends. Other times it flows like a raging river and must be dammed or run out of control. My muse is bipolar; and just like that the faucet is turned and the flow of words stop. Let me catch these last few drops [...]
It Ended
Posted in poem, poetry, Love, Emotion, Relationships, Repost from old blog, tagged Breaking Up, End of a relationship, Endings, poem, poetry, relationships, Repost on May 17, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
It ended Not in flames or fury In silent agony. What was to have been Was And then ended. You thought too much And said less. You thought you said You never said. And so because What was was And then ended
a bit o’ whimsy
Posted in peom, poem, Random, Whimsy, tagged peom, poem, poetry, Sunrise, Sunset, Whimsical, Whimsy on May 10, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
I looked to the sun as it rose. I looked to the sun as it set. I looked to the sun and I asked of it, “What precedes your coming and your going?” But the sun did not answer, the sun did not know; It’s ancient rhythm set long before it’s existence. So I sought [...]
our arrangement
Posted in Life, poem, tagged poem, poems, relationship, relationships on April 24, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
Stupid Me Stupid You Weren’t Supposed To But We Did Stupid You Stupid Me
As he sleeps
Posted in anxiety, depression, dream, poem, poetry, Sleep, tagged Anxiety, dream, dreams, insecurity, poem, Sleep, sleeping on February 21, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
As he sleeps he whimpers. Small, startled mews. One wonders, What is the dream? Is it a dream? Or is it much more simple? Is it the small insecurities that plague him Day after day And, when he rests, Night after night?
Rage and Hate 1
Posted in Hate, peom, poem, poetry, rage, Rant, tagged Aggression, Anger, Hate, Rage, Violence, Violent rage on December 28, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Cold rage washes over me Clenched jaw Fists white knuckle tight Voice calm Eyes dead, hateful I have one purpose now To destroy Rip asunder Thrash Maim Kill I have a target for this hate. I have a reason for this hate. I have a name for this Hate.
Take a breath, close your eyes. It ends with the sun rise.
Posted in anxiety, dream, Emotion, peom, poem, poetry, Random, schizo, tagged Anxiety, anxious, bursting, confused, confusion, drowning, emotion, feeling, lost, passion, schizo, schizophrenia, self, uncontrollable emotion on February 10, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Complex Emotion Swirling and Gliding Giddy. It’s Slippery and Rushing It Pulls From my Grasp From my Dictionary Entry. It Pulls me with It Carries me and Drowns me I am being given a swirly be a force that laughs as long and as loud as it cries. This is me inside of me; the raw rendering of [...]
To Naomi, a memory
Posted in eulogy, journal, Life, life story, Love, Memories, Observations, one-night stand, peom, poem, Sex, tagged chance encounter, girl, girls, Memories, momory, Naomi, Navy life, one-night stand, party on September 28, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Tumbling and Rumbling Drinking and Laughing Skin against Skin Squeals of Delight Laughter and Soft secretive Kisses. We surprise each other. But time slips away and steals me from you. My situation cannot be avoided; it’s last call and I must be aboard. I’m surprised by you, that the memory of you should be so [...]
Rubber-necking
Posted in dream, erotic, peom, People Watching, poem, poetry, Sex, Thoughts, Whimsy, Wondering, tagged day dream, dirty thoughts, rubbernecking, Sex, sexy, sexy walk, turning heads, women on September 27, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Poetry in motion; Left foot first, then right. Jaws drop and pants Become uncomfortable And embarrassing. The sway of her hips The play Of fabric on skin, The soft swish of her dress Bunching and un-bunching, Hinting And teasing. In my mind she’s slowly revealing All her most sensitive parts. In my mind we’re just [...]
