“Shutting down now,” Go to sleep. “Forget you saw,” Don’t repeat. “Ignore and turn away,” You didn’t see. Flaws and failures, There still a mystery. “Just shine and shine,” Cover up so much. Truth is blind so don’t even touch. “I don’t ask this lightly I expect you to comply if at first you don’t [...]
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Conversation With a Mirror
Posted in From The Old Blog, growing up, peom, poem, poetry, Repost from old blog, tagged Mirror, Narcissism, peom, poem, poetry, Repost from old blog, Self deception on May 25, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
My Muse is Bipolar
Posted in anxiety, journal, peom, poem, poetry, Repost from old blog, tagged Inspiration, Muse, My Muse, peom, poem, Repost from old blog on May 19, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
It comes sometimes, inspiration, in fits and spurts, short starts and abrupt ends. Other times it flows like a raging river and must be dammed or run out of control. My muse is bipolar; and just like that the faucet is turned and the flow of words stop. Let me catch these last few drops [...]
It Ended
Posted in poem, poetry, Love, Emotion, Relationships, Repost from old blog, tagged Breaking Up, End of a relationship, Endings, poem, poetry, relationships, Repost on May 17, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
It ended Not in flames or fury In silent agony. What was to have been Was And then ended. You thought too much And said less. You thought you said You never said. And so because What was was And then ended
As he sleeps
Posted in anxiety, depression, dream, poem, poetry, Sleep, tagged Anxiety, dream, dreams, insecurity, poem, Sleep, sleeping on February 21, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
As he sleeps he whimpers. Small, startled mews. One wonders, What is the dream? Is it a dream? Or is it much more simple? Is it the small insecurities that plague him Day after day And, when he rests, Night after night?
Rage and Hate 1
Posted in Hate, peom, poem, poetry, rage, Rant, tagged Aggression, Anger, Hate, Rage, Violence, Violent rage on December 28, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Cold rage washes over me Clenched jaw Fists white knuckle tight Voice calm Eyes dead, hateful I have one purpose now To destroy Rip asunder Thrash Maim Kill I have a target for this hate. I have a reason for this hate. I have a name for this Hate.
Take a breath, close your eyes. It ends with the sun rise.
Posted in anxiety, dream, Emotion, peom, poem, poetry, Random, schizo, tagged Anxiety, anxious, bursting, confused, confusion, drowning, emotion, feeling, lost, passion, schizo, schizophrenia, self, uncontrollable emotion on February 10, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Complex Emotion Swirling and Gliding Giddy. It’s Slippery and Rushing It Pulls From my Grasp From my Dictionary Entry. It Pulls me with It Carries me and Drowns me I am being given a swirly be a force that laughs as long and as loud as it cries. This is me inside of me; the raw rendering of [...]
Rubber-necking
Posted in dream, erotic, peom, People Watching, poem, poetry, Sex, Thoughts, Whimsy, Wondering, tagged day dream, dirty thoughts, rubbernecking, Sex, sexy, sexy walk, turning heads, women on September 27, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Poetry in motion; Left foot first, then right. Jaws drop and pants Become uncomfortable And embarrassing. The sway of her hips The play Of fabric on skin, The soft swish of her dress Bunching and un-bunching, Hinting And teasing. In my mind she’s slowly revealing All her most sensitive parts. In my mind we’re just [...]
Every monday it rains here
Posted in journal, Life, peom, poem, poetry, Thoughts, Whimsy, Wondering, tagged inspired poetry, month, month in review, peom, poem, poetry, random poetry, the work week, week, week in review, weekend on August 15, 2010 | 2 Comments »
Every monday it rains here And on tuesdays it’s quiet. Sundays are a sigh, The calm before monday. Fridays and saturdays are a flood And the rest of the week is forgotten. By the end of the month you wonder, What will tomorrow bring? By the end of the month you hope Tomorrow brings a [...]